wahahaha! i'm 16 and i tottaly get what you mean.
seriously i found this thread like an hour ago and i haven't been able to sop watching these since. lol i feel so wrong!! but i do remember when i first bought "October" that i would constantly listen to "fire" and pretend it was only for the song part. that beginning kills me

Ugh he's sooo sexy. i know, i know. i'm a freak. but you can NOT deny how beautiful he is.