so, i think the website is where i want it to be - and i think that the song clips i put on there are decent (although they're still just demos - mostly with me and a goofy electronic rhythm section
it's supposed to advertise for voice lessons, for me to perform vocally, and hopefully to help me find real people
to play stuff like bass & drums
of course, now all the voices in my head are saying things like: 'what if people call you to sing somewhere? are you ready for that? what if you aren't available when they need you? what if some psycho stalks your site? what if *fill in ridiculous worry here
*... what if... what if....'
good grief! i've been working fulltime for a million years, unhappy that i never gave myself a chance... now i have the time and the opportunity, and i'm paralyzing myself with useless fear & worry... bono would be disgusted with me!
i'd feel a lot better if i had a marketable CD ready for sale or something... but need to find those musicians, first